I sWeat....(>_<)

I sWeaT these days fOr i cannOt control some of my inner feelingzZz...
I sWeat these days fOR i want tO get rid of my hOmesickness....
I sWeaT these days fOr tOO much of bOredom in me...
I sWeaT these days fOr i want get rid Of the hunger....


I got too muCh to think to muCh to miss when im alone these days....

**sweaT is a good release**




walk bac those memory lane
but im alone this time...

based on a true love story....

D' stOry Of a perfeCt maTch frm GOD***

He isn't perfeCt for his physical appearance
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She is a beautiful lad
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n yet they come tOgether as ONE in GOD~~~~
sweetly.....(^~^)o


yah....this is 100% a true story not a fairytale from any publisher...
juz based on a true love story n arranged by the clOwn itself...

im sure most of U u n u..!!!
human being out there(including me....)
will want to search for ur MR.prince charming or Miss fair princess right...?
hmmmm...bla bla bla...
not untill u see their live testimonial here...
***Cadmon!!!u done it well to prove d wOrld wrong!!!!!!***
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they r my sT.andrew church bro n sis in christ
Cadmon n sOphia...
well~~hav to switch d time bac to their TAR college moment...
both of them were classmates studying mass communication...
for a lovely lad like Sophia, for sure she has her market there...
no joke!i mean those long queue one!!!!
and as for Cadmon,
i would say tat he is a highly spirited and motivated guy apart from his physical disability~
he even volunteered to b a course wrap
and stood out many times as a student representatives way bac in his TARC days...
i guess there is no need for me to elaborate d circumstances they faced in order to get together
it's juz like d scene in those HONG KONG TVB drama...
but then~
it's GOD's miracle who brought them tOgether as one!
as they shared to me these days....
im so touched***GOD is L.O.V.E!!!=]

and this overly-confident guy said:"i still hav market untill todae!" (==lll)
i'll let sOphia noe!!!!heh...
but i believe his words coz he has a certain attraction!!hahahaa...

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ok bac to our one day trip....
1st stOp fOOOoooooOOD!!!!
hell me!!!so ashamed when i get overjoyed infront of those yummy bites
of course jailed for so many days...1st day released...XP


flour+peanuts+fried onions=unknown...
trademark from penang oni...s told!!><



粿汁kuey chap
herbal soup+duck intestine+duck meat+handmade kueytiao=thumbs up!!!^^



this is how i look @@...kind of enjoying my breakfast...
[taken by sophia...]

next stop.....
to penang's peranakan mansion
something like a baba nyonya museum
rm10 for d entrance
u'll get a tour guide to explain those history n stuff...





d interiOr.....
n stuff....




wuuuu....
spotted a freaky statue here...
is she bleeding???O.o


ANNA & THE KING...

d never ending love story...\(^~^)/






gotCha in my flamable camera!!!!pOOooooF....XD



me n CADMON..


watts cOOkin sOPhia???


juz like a kid!!==


ohh...a not so duddly kid here...freakin!!>O<



my ancestor's grand piano!!!sifu sifu....^^



wow!!!king sou???(in canton)

yin:"oi!!!u say bring me there one worr...."
cadmon:"yala....browse down!!!!"


n i get ICE KACANG as a fullstOp of my dae....
@raja Uda...

I.C.E K.A.C.A.N.G
im seriously addicted with this!!!
muacksss....

blessed love fro GOD
n HE shall lead u....

i need ideass!!!!@@

juZ d minute
when i tot i could rest after a rows of tediOus activities
and focus on my exam,,,
n
here's popping up another latest prOjeCtsssss!!!!
ChriStmas baCkdrOp of my churCh...
plus
brOChure
plus
piano accompaniment

this is a buy 1 free 2 jOb tat i got 2fullfill...
as she said tat im free compared to others ==
i noe there r loads more youngster in church which is creative n matured enuff 2handle this
aiz what to do....i cun reject as this is a jOb for GOD
thou i noe......
****im equally busy!!!****

"chow yin yin is comin' to town...."

[JOY TO THE WORLD]-->any idea????
im a hair of white now..

MERRY X'MAS everyone....
another beeEEEezee festive seasOn fOr me...
gOsh~~~o(>~<)o

胃痛（T~T）

为什么我酱烦！
烦实习的去处
烦实习的住处
烦实习的交通
烦实习的每一样可能、没可能发生的细节
越想越烦越压力。。
胃病又复发了！！！
胃酸失调。。。
痛........o(Y~Y)o
为何在我酱烦的时候
是自己一个人呢？
不是没有伴
只是看他不在乎！
不闻不问的态度。。。
令我有种扮演老公出外打拼的角色
而他却在家等开饭。。。
朋友说要推一推这辆老爷车呀~~~
三加一个月的实习
我会累垮leh!!!

放在祷告中~请为我代祷。。
我需要力量！

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waiting exam...

i love music!!!

last week....
d beeziest week ever in my maktab life
i can only get to sleep almost 1am everdae
for a cinderella like me[i mean i usually sleep b4 twelve]..
its killing!!!><
MUSIC CONCERT 2010
TAMAT GERKO PERFORMANCE
DEEPANITE PERFORMANCE
EXTENDED DANCE PERFORMANCE+TOOLS PERCUSSION JAMMING
who says music student is free??nope....
but our class 6PISMP MU cherished d hectic week together
n yet its a sweet memory n experience for us...rit guys? ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
behind d scene of MUSIC CONCERT
im happie for severel reason here as i get to tryout some new toy here..=P
^^DRUM SET^^
1st trial...
my greatest satisfaction!!!!hahahah
it's my dream dream dream to ever ever ever play~
i cant play funky drumming pattern
juz up to beat...tats it..."enough eat"
and tis is d MAN i accompanied..
HOTET~my buddy....


a bit nervous and stressup when i knew i had 2accompany his piano playin with my immature playing skill...
a song composed by himself...
after a bit of briefing from MR. HO n there he left me with d drum set...
"zi gei zhap sang"(cantonese saying)
still can feel d shakey hand and my uncoordinated leg n hand...
ohh how tension!!!!
when i played wrongly he will stare me through d eyes...
ooOOOoooopsss~n he got to start over again...
hehhehee....shhh
i made myself a small notes on d pattern of drumming...
to avoid KANTOI on d performing day...=X
d other reason which makes me "butterfly" is
Shazwan...d king of Drummer in IPTB juz behind d audience~!
@___@ all i do is juz "dap dai tao" and play
as if very yao yeng~
but actually im full of nervous!!!
but when i see a thumbs up from HOTET,,
im soooooo relieved!!!huak~o(^~^)o
pass my drumming test~
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next satisfaCtiOn~~~
eeniemeeniemiiniemore...
i am d AJK for Perhiasan Pentas
which is a tough job
as i helped xueli last year
n i knew im gonna hav a "one day trip" spent with d music room's board...
wooo~~~nightmare...
i cant find inspiration and idea on tat blank board!!!
n its up to me....
even lecturer keep on asking me!
"Do something....do something!!!!!"
2moro is d dae but im still zero~~
after a whole day spent in music room....with my stinky attire
it's DONE!!!!
and i like it very much...=]
thou some commented a bit like kindergarden decoration...hahah
thanks to my on n off crew..
jun..ah teh..yeeming..nan..xmin..tet..pii(thx 4ur word)..did i leftout anyone?


"play the music....not the instrument"

n this is my partime job on tat dae....technician
which involved wiring n miking...


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last but not least
a sudden recovery of my frienship....
after a loooooOOOOng while....
thanks thanks 4 yer help
when im stuck wit d WORDS...
thanks 4accompanying me indirectly(thou i noe u r accompanying sum1 else lar..)
kept on reminding me tat im late!!!!pheeww..><

i added eye sore...for our frienship here XD


bac to bread-face no time to hav my proper meal...

wooo....whose eyes bigger?popping out!!!O.O


v copied d last pose for previous music D' amOur
APPRECIATE ='')


D' parts n partial of our rehearsal n practiscing time....
without aircon...without complain...
here we go....bunch of future music educators!!!
^_________^*


-biG family pOtrait of 6PISMP MU with sir STEVEN-
love u guys!!!muacks...XP

another music concert done by us~D' MUSIC 17

just lying.....

It was my 1^st time ever to visit a paralyze people tat dae

He is “singer”’s roommate which is my junior

Although im not close with him

but as IPTB-tian there is a need for me to pay a visit

pheeeeW….full of circumstances n obstacle in paying a visit

our time is way too early before the visiting hours

and so “singer”, “drummer”, “guitarist” and me go round and round d hospital kulim

to find our way….@@

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I saw him lying there unconsciously

A sudden sorrow shaded my heart

Stitches all over him

A tube was connected through his neck down to esophagus then stomach I guess

Another one for urine purposes

A needle-steel thing joined against his hand to reconstruct d bone I guess

Both his leg was being wrapped with a cushion-like stuff for massaging purpose I guess

It’s about two weeks for him to lie there since d accident

D’ thing is I could see his slightly movement on and off

They take turns to talk to him

“singer”:bangun u punya nestum sudah nak expire….

Pinjam printer….

Nak passup Anatomy assignment dah…

no respond***(but I think tat was funny thou)

“guitarist”: tolong jadi spy dan msg i…

merely smiles***(is tat?even guitarist saw tat)

“drummer”:…………

Too soft, must b smtg private I guess

Fathini!!!…I call him in heart

juz too shy to go near his ears..

or mayb he’ll wake n say who is this???=P

any recommendation or idea to help a paralyze one??

It doesn’t work todae…=(

an invitation sent.....but never return

juz ended Our muSiC cOncert 2010....
laSt season's musiC D' amOur hits high!!
buT this time
something seems to b missing~
a sOul...
an invitatiOn sent but never return...
our yOung yet talented "The TeaCher band" lead vOc....
xxxxxxxx
aiz...
i guess tats d 1st n laSt fOr me to see tat kind of band
their Spirit win my heart...

keep on going~
i believe "he" will see...

-D' forever G.E.M.U.R.U.H-

in memory...syamil

from d bottom of D' clOwn...

at last i can really rest myself....turn on my away mode ;)
my mind is definitely on a vacation thou my body is still in my hostel room
sometimes people may ask me hows my hostel life now?
well....i'll pause instanly....not because of not good
but juz tat there isn't a specific answer in my head
i would say depend on which perspective n from which point of view r u lookin for...
yah hostel is full of cocraches...bekfu(lizards)...bird's droppings..wild kitty cat's poo..
eeeeeeW~~~~o(>W<)o
ignore tat!!!!!!!
but for now...i juz found back my own territory
i hav more time for my stuff....for my interest...n really quest myself wat i really want
surprisingly when i tot i'll b alone
GOD prepared me with lots of care n love
from people around me these days especially my church members
which really caring n perform as a good listener
not to leftout some of my college frenz...thanks ='')
n im glad tat GOD is my forever friend and HE knew my need and matters
i can feel HIS presence nowadays....
my life is colourful...not tat anyone can see it....
but it lies in d soul of mine...

im on my path....