from d bottom of D' clOwn...

at last i can really rest myself....turn on my away mode ;)
my mind is definitely on a vacation thou my body is still in my hostel room
sometimes people may ask me hows my hostel life now?
well....i'll pause instanly....not because of not good
but juz tat there isn't a specific answer in my head
i would say depend on which perspective n from which point of view r u lookin for...
yah hostel is full of cocraches...bekfu(lizards)...bird's droppings..wild kitty cat's poo..
eeeeeeW~~~~o(>W<)o
ignore tat!!!!!!!
but for now...i juz found back my own territory
i hav more time for my stuff....for my interest...n really quest myself wat i really want
surprisingly when i tot i'll b alone
GOD prepared me with lots of care n love
from people around me these days especially my church members
which really caring n perform as a good listener
not to leftout some of my college frenz...thanks ='')
n im glad tat GOD is my forever friend and HE knew my need and matters
i can feel HIS presence nowadays....
my life is colourful...not tat anyone can see it....
but it lies in d soul of mine...

im on my path....

She's Like A Swallow That Never Flies...

juz finish my last vocal exam....
dragging my body without soul back hostel
heavy footsteps
pulling my slaughter body
what could i say~
DISASTER!!!!!
yah thats d proper word ever...
1st n foremost....
here's d situation of today
i was d 1st candidate of d opening of our 6PISMP-MU music practical exam
like owaz my stomach will b full of butterflies flying all over
cant hide d nervous feeling which appeared on my pale+sleepy+morning LOOK....
hooh....i was nervous for two reasons actually
1st...of course, exam what, thats d normal kind of feeling
2nd...piano accompaniment for David's singing
for guys who dunno David,
he is a prodigy in piano playing...
he's d kind of human where you give him a song to listen
he'll play infront of you d next minute
that is what NERVOUS for!!!
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now the moment is here...
i get in d exam room with my sleepy face
with a greet to MR. Sabri n Mr. Steven
n guess wat????
i got a pump on my heart when
He said:" You tak ada baju kurung kah? "
" kenapa tak makeup sikit.....pakai lipstick sikit "
" rambut juga..... "
haiz enuff....not to mention my look anymore
mayb i do LOOK a bit unpresentable as they said
but with this kind of comment as a starting of the main course...
im sure that d level of confidence will drop till d ice point
and i sing my "IBU" by p.ramlee like a defeat soldier (X_X)
mayb not so 夸张 but it does affect some lor...
i admit that i have no confidence in singing like my fren does
my body language n facial expression are equally weak
from there you'll only notice a word FRIGHT and STIFF
n honestly it shows when i sang IBU~
thou i try to fake some hand movement when i sang d 2nd song
"SHE'S LIKE A SWALLOW" after commented by lecturers
but i doesn't seems to be working out well...
the swallow is sick todae....X(
all i could see is
d disappointment from lecturers
especially Mr. SABRI
"i expect more from you gal....but u din manage to pull it off todae"
i almost in tears when this phrase comes to an end...
im down actually...coz this is d last vocal exam, no more in future
but i ended it this way~
i din opt for a 2nd chance mayb im tired....
but im proud and happie to see DAVID satisfy with my piano accompaniment,,
at least my overnite last minute practice paid-off!!!!(^O^)/

I guess singing is no more my cup of tea
i love singing n harmony singing
but i had no confidence to sing infront of people plus mic singing
hope d ensemble turnout to b a good one!!!!

finger-crossed...

♬♫@_@♬♫

♬♫♪♩♪♬♫♬♫♪♩♪♬♬♫♪♩♪♬♫♬♫♪♩♪♬♫♬♫♪♬♫♪♩♪♬♫♩♪♬♫

ensemble score

recorder score

church score

vocal score

my gosh!!!!!!i nearly lost my breath~~~

i need a break~red light...X_X

大炒炒炒....

gOOdie fOOdie to share ^^

let d piCtures salivate u...=P

ONE restaurant TWO packages
LUNCH versus DINNER
@ LUNAS KEDAH







EAT THIS AFTER 5pm.....DINNER ONLY!!!
approx rm8-9 BIG portion~

canton"DAI LOK MIN"



fish head meehoon



CHAR HOR FUN



EAT THIS FOR LUNCH ONLY!!!!!
every dishes priced RM5...




juz nice for one-person-portion


no regret on craving this!!!!!XD

wine sharebout

W.I.N.E

this is d supposing "appreciation expression" of a person when having wine


and this is how i look like after having drops of wine/beer/alcohol stuff

eeewww~
i'm definitely not a wine lover
to me, it is more like a drug or medcine
hate d slight bitterness of it
u noe how i drink it?ohh pity...
at 1st, i'll make sure my nose won get a single smell of it
then GULP~~~
way it down my tummy....wit a bit burning!!
wat a waste right?!
@___@

this is d second time for me having a wine sharing party at zhi qiang house
i feel i had wasted his wine coz i dunno how to appreciate it
i was surrounded by those heavy wine wording....
WISKY,XO,MARGARITA,TAKILA POP,ICE WINE
but i like d fact tat they r bunch of brothers n sisters who really particular about d feel of environment when having their wine
im so "drunk"of d background music rather than d wine,
which is so sentimental n comforting
laughter n chit chating moments relaxes my dae
besides of wine, they r also book enthusiast...
which is not my cup of tea...XP
but i think i should really start to fill my knowledge from books!
they can spend 5 hundred dollars juz for d pages...
remind me of.....u noe who....(O.o)/


zhi qiang's living...



me n xiuxiu tabao "qingyu"+chicken wing from sentosa...
muz try!!!!!chicken wing =)



xiu xiu...my sister in christ,bukit mertajam



white wanton mee RM2.50 from pek gung jeng...temple of BM
not bad....but not my favourite
tried d best in ayer tawar...my mom's hometown

this is good!!!!muz try....
forgot it's name..
was told tat it is a combination of 3stuff
got a taste of hot choc plus coffee =P

积极面对忧虑

今日主题：积极面对忧虑

今天传道的讲道让我深深的体会
在吃不好情况下、就算吃饼干的日子
靠着主的力量，我依然体会到上帝的带领和看顾
感谢神！=)

这是圣经里的一些章节与大家分享，希望你们有所领悟。。

（马太福音6：25-34）
所以我告诉你们，不要为生命忧虑,吃什么，喝什么。为身体忧虑，穿什么。生命不胜于饮食吗，身体不胜于衣裳吗?

你们看那天上的飞鸟，也不种，也不收，也不积蓄在仑里，你们的天父尚且养活他。你们不比飞鸟贵重吗？

你们那一个能用思虑，使寿数多加一刻呢？

何必为衣裳忧虑呢？你想野地里的百合花，怎样长起来，他也不劳苦，也不纺线。

你们要先求他的国，和他的义。这些东西都要加给你们了。

所以不要为明天忧虑。因为明天自有明天的忧虑。一天的难处一天当就够了。

很高兴身边的弟兄姐妹的鼓励~

MOON.CHURCH

early moon celebration @ Sri Rampai Grace Church
18/09/2010
i was born in this "cottage church"...
growing up with them....
my church may b small
but d bond between brothers & sisters are strong...

eating n sharing moment...

my hobby as usual...snapping pictures



soo mei...my jimui's jimui...
a caring sister in christ


fOOdie...
din manage to get 1 oso...too fast too furious..==lll

cream puffs with pumpkin custard...
i'll put it in my recipe 1day!

~~~~~~~~(^o^)~~~(>.<)~~~~('_')~~~~~(^_<)~~~~~~

our lantern-making competition
with the theme of R.E.C.Y.C.L.E
i made two of my own...
feel free to comment....XD

the COMPETITOR'S...















MINE....XD


MINE...XD

...PAUL D' OCTOPUS...

n i won myself rm50 to shop at JUSCO...
n it's for my dear mom..=)

please rate d octopus....=P

another homeless moon fest....

no mooncake no lantern no home blurish moon

dinner for my moon fest:
mary biscuit, munchy's oat crunch, cereal, water....
till full (=.=''')

activities of my moon fest:
assignments, kertas kerja, blogging, lying half dead on my bed....
till R.I.P (XoX''')

how interesting is my moon fest~hahahahahha?????


fullmoon from my ceria 3rd floor...



another one to go....

bac to transparent...

Oh lOrd please.....im so afraid of leaving KL...

uneaSy feeling.....uneaSy taughts...

blueberry mousse with choco top

CHOCO. RECIPE

blueberry mousse with chocolate topping

my 5th recipe to share
it's mooooosy mousse XD
i call this a "lazy mousse"
as the ingrediants are not much and it's easy as 1,2,3...

let's get started.....


find a wine glass



80grams mini marshmallow(i bought d wrong1...=P)
60ml milk(whole milk...but i get a low fat)
125ml yogurt(flavour may vary,for your own choice)
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now~~mix all d ingrediants together and heat d mixture until fine...




greedy me...i put too much marshy here...=P


pour d mixture into the wine glass
i top with melted choco...u can also use fruits for health wise...
chill it in fridge~i put it in d freezer section
for d taste of ice-cream...

hualaa~u can ask ur model out for a pose now....
in my stomach***XD

sweet n soury taste...