断了线的风筝~

四年前亲手制作的风筝
从挑选竹、粘骨架、量风筝的须
都是细心地去完成
但这完美的心血也在瞬时间
亲手把它摧毁了
风筝不只断过一次线
虽然从新接起来，依然能飞在天空
但放风筝的没意识到
线上已有无从的接口
就这样
风筝终于断了线
风筝也飞到远远的。。。
这放风筝的也太笨了吧
风筝拉得那么紧、想不断都假啦！
“如果、如果。。。”
只能说太迟了
风筝虽飞到远远了，
放风筝的只愿它开心。。
那断了。接不回了
放风筝的会寻找那放风筝的技巧
再寻回那断了线的风筝。。

bleeding heart......

d very minute from facebook message:
Jason Chow May 9 at 1:36pm Report

because got a sister like you.........................you always act like a bitch, just no one complains to you and someone as foolish as you won't realize that only. so don't make stupid comment on my page and assuming you're always right, you are never right and never will...consider yourself deleted.

母亲节当儿别忘了爸爸的付出！双亲节快乐=）

回不了家的小丑
只好在马戏团里娱乐观众~
心里却是留着泪。。。
爸妈~等我

“家”

这间“家”已经不是我理想中的家了
空间小
没隐私
自己的范围
缩小了
对于一些事情
我也感到越来越厌烦
但无可奈何、爱莫能助。。。

等待~

fOund her smile...='']

Yesterday…..labour day

Feel like a maid’s holiday....ahahah!!!!!

BeCause…..

We were known as “D maid of alien house”

SITI-xueli

MARIA-chow

sO……

Me n my dear sister decide to hav a duetto trip,

Out Out Out~ from our jail home!!!!!yea~

Being an Otaku for such a long decade

Almost lost contact wit d outsde wOrld

fOr a KL gal like me,

I feel a lOst in d latest fashion,latest trend,hOttest tOpiC …..bla bla bla

StOp!!!!of an Old ah mah’s lifestyle…I dun wan tO b called yellowed-face!!!!

Im Out!Out!Out!....in any of d sense now…..>W<

1^st stop…..jUscO

snack of d dae...marshmallOw!!!sushi...

SaleS!!!baRGain!!!peOple!!!everywhere~~~~~

Feel like it’s a day Of buang our “pun chuin”[hometown pocket money$$$]

Blablabla….we loiter jusCO till 7pm…

2^nd stop…

SwinG SwinG Café

Our 1^st ever sinGK’s territory since fOundatiOn…

a nice hidden placed at Bandar perda…

We discovered d place n not much people noe bout it…

remained it's mysteriOus face~XD

Bout one year we never step our foot here…

now it’s time to have sum memory lane…^^

i look at her and she looks back at me~

our mind juz appeared blank whenever time to choose our songs...

gOsh fishy claimed tat she lost skill in singing...it'S time to get bac d feel!!!

especially those mandarin songs..brainwash by english songs lately~XP

we kind of like eating up and skipping those chinese wording

lemOn jOin us in d middle~

as usual wit his head senget greet to me n a shy shy posture~

aiz....makes me shy n paise lor...mayb we seldom talk....

or mayb bcoz im fierce gua frm d previous incident...not to mentioned***

to b hOnest i hope 2noe him more s he is my sis' bf...

then tis weird aquarian guy really had thousands of facial expression...

juz lik tis guy

n could not seems 2duduk diam diam lor!!!!

kacau-ing..ish...but he's cute in a sense~

freakin pOpping huge eye balls...

juz like

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there is a scene...where im really touched

A sudden touched by them

when i See them bumped into each other...playful big kiddies~

sweet sweet couple~

Their love is so pure and shines!!!

Touched d bottom of my heart...='']

some might not accept them...but from tat moment onwards,u got my vote guys~

and wat i see is d true happiness and d hostel her is bac~

for such a long decade.....

i never see her smile from d bottom of her heart since we've moved out,

loads of things took her smile...

i had com 2a decision....juz waitin' d right time....shhhh***

p/s:im happie for you n lemOn~=]

="(

gOsh.....i dunno how to express my tots n feel now
my fren's prob and my prob equally unsolved
too many things jumble up in my mind n so do my heart
express my feel to friends??
i scare they'll get annoyed,fedup with me
i scare they will get the wrong meaning from me
as im not good in expressing my feel verbally

i feel useless...
when i can't even help you...
i tried to catch up but maybe my step and action is way too slow compared to yours
it's too late i noe~
i feel useless...
for wat i do is to stand there and to hold the paper in silent
i feel useless...
when d person who help not me
IM NOT DOIN' MY JOB~NOT A SINGLE HELP!!!
i feel bad really bad
please give me something to do
at least i got the feel of contribution
mayb im not proactive enough!i should offer myself instead of waiting order
DISAPPOINTED WIT MYSELF im sorry...really sorry~="(
i started to feel like a parasite for not doin' my job for i know is to suck blood
feel such a burden!!!

fren's prob equals to my problem
thou im a good listener but i don't hav de right to comment
as I found loads of weaknesses in me
As d consequences of being a listener
i get a cold war from d rest of my friend
feel stuCk...in d middle
feeling lonely~~
I get sensitive and hurt easily these days
I hurt for I care
I care for you and everyone of u my friend~~
please don't put an anger on me please don't put me away...
like i owaz tell myself "I love my friends,not one less....."

but.....T^T

meaningful...

from mail:
Read Each One Carefully and Think About It a Second or Two

小心讀每一個，再用一兩秒想一想

1. I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am
with you.

我愛你不是因為你是誰，而是我在你面前可以是誰。
2. No man or woman is worth your tears, and the one who is, won't make you
cry.
沒有男人或女人是值得你為他流眼淚，值得的那一位，不會要你哭。

3. Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't
mean they don't love you with all they have.
那人不是你所想般愛你，但不代表那人不是全心全意地愛你。

4. A true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your
heart.
一個真正的朋友是向著你伸手，觸動你心靈的人。

5. The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing
you can't have them.
掛念一個人最差的方式，就是你坐在他身旁，而知道你不能擁有他。

6. Never frown, even when you are sad, because you never know who is falling
in love with your smile.
就算你不快樂也不要皺眉，因為你永不知道誰會愛上你的笑容。

7.. To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the
world.
在世界裡你可能只是某人，但對某人你可能是全世界。

8. Don't waste your time on a man/woman, who isn't willing to waste their
time on you.
不要花時間在一個不會花時間在你身上的人。

9. Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right
one, so that when we finally meet the person, we will know how to be
grateful.
可能神要我們在遇到那位對的人之前先遇上一些錯的人，讓我們遇到那位對先生/對小姐時懂得珍惜。

10. Don't cry because it is over, smile because it happened.
不要因為完結而哭，要為曾經發生而微笑。

11. There's always going to be people that hurt you so what you have to do
is keep on trusting and just be more careful about who you trust next time
around.
這個世界永遠也會有一些傷害你的人，你要做的就是繼續去信人和小心你下次信的人。

12. Make yourself a better person and know who you are before you try and
know someone else and expect them to know you.
在你嘗試了解其他人和盼望其他人明白你之前，先把你自己變成一個更好的人和了解你自己。

13. Don't try so hard, the best things come when you least expect them to.
不要太努力去找，最好的東西是在你最預計不到的時候出現。

REMEMBER: WHATEVER HAPPENS, HAPPENS FOR A REASON.
緊記: 所有事也是因果循環的。

True friends: How many people actually have 8 true friends?
真正朋友: 有幾多人有八位真正的朋友?

Hardly anyone I know ! But some of us have all right friends and good
friends!!!
我幾乎不認識這些人! 但在我們當中有些人全有對和好的朋友!!!

他不知道~

他不知道
我对他的好
却知道别人对他的好
却伤了我对他的好。。。
让那付出的回忆保留~