你还好吗？

“你还好吗.....？”

有人告诉我
当你面对问题时要勇敢面对
打个比喻：
影子就好像我们面对的问题
当你选择逃避时，影子就会变得越来越长
问题也随之变大。。
当你选择走向问题勇敢面对时，影子就会慢慢缩小
无论什么事都有他的解决方案
A行不通就用B再来就用C
而不是放在一边累积累积
眼看是没事
但不知觉地成为了彼此心中的刺
很多事是需要坦白的
别人不了解，也造成了伤害
尝试说出来让对方了解自己，自己也好受一点。。
也尝试站在朋友的立场想想，也许能更体会
我只能说，人有好多种啊~~

朋友是要坦诚相对。。。早日康复！=)

开心果。吃了。不开心

最近一直吃开心果
因为妈妈说吃了心情会开心一点
但我就要来把整罐吃进肚了
心情一直处于低潮
其实最近情绪变得不稳定
闷闷不乐的加上天气又热到爆
啊~~~~~~
学院活动多到爆！！！！
不知道自己说错了什么做错了什么
一个好姐妹突然对我冷淡下来了
这是第二次了
我反复的在想是不是我的问题呢？
我很在乎她
越在乎她的感受自己越辛苦
看到她与别人嘻嘻哈哈
转过来却是冷淡的对待时
瞬时我只有站在一个角落
看着。。。
冷漠。。。
以前她都会戏弄我，因为这是我们的沟通方式
但最近却冷淡了。。。我不知所措
但我依然相信”友谊“
我不会放弃这段友谊的。

姐：”希望你可以原谅我~~~~
至少告诉我，我错在哪里。。。“

鱼生。yeesang(D.I.Y)

CHOCO. RECIPE

yee sang

hahaha....here's my third recipe in my blog =P

7th day of cny is so called as human being's birthday
n here's a yin homemade yee sang during previous cny...

mandarine orange...on behalf of cny =)


chaChoS....


plum sauce...sweet n soury taste


salad


grass noodle


half-ripe mango


here's d mixture of this n that...


yee sang F.A.M.I.L.Y

a bit of peanut crunch for d nutty taste...



u can eat now~~~=D
enjoy...

p/s:taste might b vary on each taste bud!!!but this suits me juz well~~~XD

Last but nOt Least....thanks=)

my late birthdae present....
better late then never...
thanks yah^^
[for those who din...it's ok....coz ur care is sufficient for me]

FROM:xiaomin...
thanks for putting these accidentally in my bag!!!!
no wonder my bag gets heavier...><

she still remember tat i love handmade stuff and dark chocolate!!!
such a daring friend~~~
a big *hug*...
ur words is sweet to me...
unlike wutt nan said:"meat numb..."hahahaha....XD

FROM:flying
again same suprising style...
dropping in my luggage when im on my way bac college...

tot she juz end her mms as my gift....
thanks...^^

FROM:yujie
unexpected!!!!!!
1st time get a gift from u...

according to her,i was like d gift..."MONKEY"...??
am i??ahahahah...eeeee
and a "special" card..
thanks 4ur moral support when i was in a hectic college life...

conclusion:
i got chocolates from 4friends
tis proved tat im a pure CHOCOHOLIC!!!!!!yummy....XP

anymOre...?????hahaha...
treat me nicely n i'll feel "happy birthdae" everyday~~^^


-THE END-

挣扎。。。

挣扎..
上一次 已经告诉自己是最后一次了
不再去想不再去考虑
但今天受到一个热爱运动的知己鼓励与提醒下
收拾好的心情又动摇了
我该不该又回到那跑道呢
好久没动了，推动力消失了
平时的锻炼操练不在话下
可我已失去了最好的运动场合
那曾经属于我的草地、那曾经陪伴我的蓝天
回忆也只能回忆
让他成为完美的句点还是开一个新的段落呢？
很挣扎！>O<...
kin谢谢你的鼓励与支持
让我有点想回到那里了。。。

Happie 22nd birthdae to yOu and yOu!!!^^

nothing special....
juz a simple....really simple playing for u two
hahaha...was played early morning so tat d whole world is silent...
me n my piano...of coz lots of "NG" lar...
but this is d best i think...for you & you...

special tO:dearest yinteng.....=)
ahaaa!!!my precious sister in christ!
it's ur birthdae
n as u wish,i won give u anything....
but this is what i wanted to dedicate to u....
a simple wish n playing....
love yah~~~enjoy ur 22nd birthdae

*psss:"d bird's chirpping sound is kebetulan...when i record this...
ahahah...d nature is wishing for u too....
good background music...thanks birdie^^
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speCial tO:human =)
it sounds a bit charm to celebrate ur Cny and birthdae there
but time flies...so enjoy ur fullest
hmm...
hope this can soothes u a bit...
hahahaa...Happie burfdae!!!!

a gratitute to 5PISMPSC~

[late post]
im so touched after reading "d story behind d scene" which was posted by junming in his blog...
tiger year assembly at college....
so proud to be given a chance by junming[chairman]&shuching to perform on stage....
i feel struggle actually when they com up to me...
handle a chOir?!
no experience
no guts
no confidence
can i??
@@...
blur~
but in d end i promise them coz....
they believe in me and i did tis in d name of "friend"~

yah yah~n thanks to shuChing for giving me d chance to handover her baby DSLR...
nice babe...but i still need to brush up my skill...=P

so my day as cOnductor of chOir+camera gurl....
tat is our pengarah...writing caligraphy...
im in blac...XD


thanks shuChing~~~
oh my gosh i look so huge beside her...


a combination of my class,minor music juniors....


really a nervous position...@@


d 1st song..."zhao cai jing bao ge"
i love d action of tis song very much...
they look so cheerful....hahah...cute!


here comes d 1malaysia song
thanks to frens from tamil class...music junior...Pra junior...
high commitment from them!!!thumbs up for u guys!!!


i love their colourful dress...dont cha??=)


our ending pose..."WE ARE ONE MALAYSIA"
i nearly blow off by them....goosebumps~~><

here are my juniors...
thanks~~thanks~
tis cant b' a sucess without u guys....cheerful bunch of juniors..


my jimui+one sesat...
nice backdrop from shuyi...


see how 3D it is!!!!i nominated this backdrop as d best of IPTB!!!!^^


nice handmade card by SC class...fuyooo!!!


china dolls join in...pamelO sim&amelia(from sc class)


IPTB liOn danCe team!!!!kudOS~~~
me..keet..zhen hong..HOtet..LaoDa


cute liOn head....heavy...
whose knuCkle??!!!O.O


me+buddy HoTEt...
he incharge of d lion dance...geng worr!!


hahaa....SS time~~~

xiaomin...dun hide ur head in there dy!!


wattss tat?i dunno...


tis is our herO of d dae...
5PISMPSC
bravo
well done
great
excellent
magnificient
big round of applause!!!
(im not kasut-ing here...)

p/s:love d spirit of u guys....keep on d good work!!!

♥♥they are my VALENTINE ♥♥

their lOve stOry....


daddy+mOmmy=me...


their nautiee daughter sinCe 1988...


never ending lOve stOry....

here's d Cupid between them
.
.
.
ME!!!XD

H.A.P.P.I.E ♥ V.A.L.E.N.T.I.N.E!!!(^3^)

p/s: family is owaz our best companion!love them equally as ur soul mate...
happie valentine my frens...no matter u r single or not available....hahaha...

photo taken:titiwangsa lake,kl
date:cny 1st day/valentine day

12feb1988 after 22years...

like i said...in my last post
"i wish not to wish"
yet~

i still get these....@@
niway,thanks my fren...
too bad to hav such loving n thoughtful frenz around me...
i feel guiLty to receive...

wrapped vs unwrapped

from top left:yeeming-xueli-keet-
auntie meiling-ah nan/yee-
weixiu/yin qi-latte

i wanna say...cute...unique...weird....touching present indeed!!!

tis elken guy aka my classmate give me 2spirulina tablets as a gift tat morning~~
yiecksss....i hate tablets!but its thoughtful of him,yau yau!^^



lollipop from Dav...


bracelets from koko...


according to him:"tis is really expensive!!!"
hua...but i dunno appreciate mah...


n he says ganti balik ur 21 present...
so tis is a 2 in 1 birthday present from him!
untung lah!!!


on my wrist...suit me??

hmm...not sure...coz i don wear accessories...
here's d link for more of tis kind of stuff:
http://www.thomassabo.com/en/charmclub/collection.html
haha....pls tell me how much if anyone noes d actual price...thx...

thanks to those who wish me via facebook n messages...
thanks to those touching cards...as i love love love handmade things
thanks yinteng for ur cute mms
thanks alien housemate 4de singK surprise
guys~thanks 4remembering me...
i feel lucky to hav such caring frenz around me...tiba-tiba-ly
oh gosh~~~don treat me so gud...
"thAnKs arigatou teRima KaSih 谢谢
vanakum thankiu
kamXia Dor jE "

a fire cracker nite...5times in arow tat nite
n my silly ah nan jie jie...
tumpang tat n said:"i ask someone 2giv u as surprise...."
funny thou~~
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secret behind 11feb...=X
tears...miss...unexplain sadness
lost those pic on my birthdae celeb...
all left in my mind
i'll remember


but some might forgotten me...
"an empty space in me"